| Such great advice! But Bill, what if you don't know yourself...how can you be true to yourself?
A few days ago I was watching the movie "The Conclave" and this line struck me like lightening:
"It’s shameful. To be this age and not know yourself."
I could relate to this feeling of not knowing yourself. A few years back when I was trying to find my Vision, the first thing I did was to print out my favorite images, sit on the floor and then divide them into two stacks. In the one stack I wanted to put the images that I REALLY loved, and everything else would go into the other stack.
The problem was: I didn't know which images I really loved.
I knew which images were the most popular. I knew which images got the most likes. I knew which images sold the best. I knew which images received the most compliments...but I didn't know which images were my favorites, I only knew which images were other people's favorites.
I did not know myself.
This realization caused me to question my motives and ask some hard questions: Why am I creating? What do I want from my photography?
After much soul searching, I came to realize that I had not been creating because I loved photography, but for the accolades. I had been creating for likes, to become famous, and to be looked up to as a great photographer. I did love photography, but over the years my motives had become "impure."
Admitting this was hard, but it took me a step closer to knowing myself, which took me a step closer to changing my motives, which took me a step closer to finding my Vision.
I was unable to be true to myself, because I did not know myself.
Wouldn’t you think that after living with myself for so many years, I would know myself? But I didn't and that's why this line from the movie so resonated with me:
"It’s shameful. To be this age and not know yourself."
We humans are very complex and it's not easy to know yourself, or to be completely honest with yourself. At any age. |
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